F-Body Europe

now I don't remember what I wanted to write...

got to think about it one more time.

Squirrelina this is Sven . 4 in the morning? Job related.
I will tell you what you wanted to write .

you initially wanted to convene a rebutal in reaction to the vast oceans of soliloquy, metaphors, and similes which comprise of the dictation of my sonnets, if I may call them sonnets- which they are specifically not- but factual they are-if I may say so in my defense.

Have no fear Squirrely one, for yes and greetings to you, o Mighty Lus1fer, My personality traits are quiet and shy and withdrawn, but if unchecked, unrestrained , render complete and total domination over other personalities. Garry, I am ok. I will try not to go off on a tangent or turn into the " diabolical literary ranting lunatic that is I".

Intense emotions burns within me. I am very quiet but it is the quiet ones you really have to look out for.

Sometimes it literally consumes me. my exterior is emotionless. people think I am mellowed out on drugs. But it is a public covering for the fires that aflame with a burning passion with in the essence of my very soul.

a flame that has been passed on from generation to generation back a thousand years to a royal bloodline.

Ah, the swords that came under (before) me. And the flame still burns richly.

Sven is ok. He promises. Oh Squirrelina, oh, the one with many chains-
the one with the "special basement" The one with the reocurring dream of personal violent mortality- the one knowledgeble in all religions around the world-

Squirrelina , oh Great One, as far as the east is from the west, many have been found, but few such as you or I have been found.

The Curse of Knowledge- The Insanity of Sanity- The Vanity of "Happiness" quote-unquote. See beyond the obvious- for superficial interpretations define that of a fake and shallow character.

For current society breeds ones such as those who favor superficial interpretations, to their own demise.
until another time- for now.

DEEP, VERY DEEP.

Needs to be deeper - preferably without an oxygen tank.

.... I could eat some smoked dragonham now, topped with cream and cherries, drink would be a good old irish whisky with a shot of fresh hot wolfsblood and brown sugar.
In those days vampires don't need to hide during daytime, haven't seen any sun since weeks.
Hm, I got to watch those kids playing in my living room, they just were
about breaking The Bats neck, horrifying the cat which I still need to catch the mice in the attic and the pumkin head is in pieces, got to put it back together, maybe it is talking again.
Oh, and Garry I found a second one of those big black spiders in my living room, hopefully they breed...? The neighbors want one also, and
they get too expensive to buy.

Garry, what about the toner cartridge for the laser printer now, should I try to find one?

I wrote to the place, I'll give 'em a call on monday if they don't answer till then ...

I'll work on the deeper part- preferably without the oxygen tank- I might need a decompression chamber on the way back up however- those little nitrogen gas bubbles forming in my blood would induce irrepairable processes that would terminate my anatomical housing's oxygen processing on a cellular level.

RUFF RUFF RUFF!!!!
RUFF RUFF RUFF!!!!

hoooooooowwwwwwwwwllll !!!!!!!

Sven, are you sure you haven't already had a dive accident yet??? J/K

them wolves, I tell ya. we do not even have full moon or midnight or something like that. must have other reasons.

Sven, you're as mad as a fish with a hat on.

Garry, I was born on a small island in the Caribean (Caribik) Sea. This island is called St. Croix, which is the U.S. part of the Virgin Islands. It was given that name for a reason- the islands were virgin to western human habitation. other than a very small population of carib indians, that was it.

I was born on a tropical island paradise. A paradise that no one knew about. Life was really laid back there. Beutiful quiet empty beaches is a normal scene, the sand smooth as a table because no one trampled it. You could take all your clothes off if you had a private spot. I did. And the top layer had a darker golden hue due to the sunlight and the sand not being turned over. the plant life and animal life in the sea would come right up to the edge of the water. I remember in my younger days being in the ocean and seeing the fins of sharks a couple hundred meters away- and I also remember baby sharks swimming around my legs a couple times.

Growing up in that environment, I knew how to respect it. I was not ignorant and did stupid (tourist) stuff. I was initially trained by people who would swim on the olympic level but I never did swimm as much as I wanted to and in the past 16 years I have did very little swimming at all.

My island was 5 miles wide by 20 miles long and that is considered a big island in the group that it is in (lesser antilles). no matter where you are you can always hear the ocean, if not see it. Many of the tops of the bigger hills offer you a 360 degree panoramic view to include other nearby islands as well.

I have never had an accident but I grew up in that environment. I was a native to the island. I was never into scuba gear. I swam like the native that I was, back then. I don't know everything, but I am not ignorant of it.

Things have changed nowadays.

St. Croix is also the easternmost possession of the United States- in the western hemisphere.

Lus1fer, I can't disagree with you on that. Honestly.

despite all the issues that I have or have been through, I have had a very good rewarding, psychologically enhancing life- and it started before I was even born.

There was a friend I knew back in the States now- He started writing a book on me. I have not had contact with him in over a year. He was newly married. Probaly had other distractions.

It's all good people. Life is too short.

Squirrellina I have a minor problem with my knees which will leave me with knee pain for the rest of my life. ( Patella- Femoral Syndrome)

this pain feels like someone hammered a nail underneath my kneecap.
Minor problem, but I always take more than the maximun dosage of painkillers.

I was born with multiple rows of teeth. and I have had teeth pulled at various stages of my life- up to two years ago. I always feel the pressure of the teeth pushing against themselves. Sometimes I have to down the painkillers with alcohol. Not good, But it helps.

despite these minor problems I am in excellent state of health. All of the people (especially males) in my family bloodline easily live beyond 100 years. (unless other factors happen)

I must also thank everybody in F Body Europe. You guys are cool.

Even Roy , who thinks Something is not balanced in My Equation.

Guess what---IT'S NOT!!!! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA !!!!!

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!! RUFF RUFF RUFF!!!!!!!

HOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLL !!!!!!!!

You mean that's not you in your avatar? Why, you fraudster!

What is up with that guy Sven?
I think he fell down on his head a couple times.