F-Body Europe

It's all good times.

LuS1fer, I must admit that I am afraid my avatar does not do a very good job of portraying me.
please forgive me for any misconceptions

... when his 6th month pregnant mum fell of his dads bike on that virgin island beach she must have fell onto the only rock there, which
propably was sven's little head ...

Too bad he did not finish it. Would be very interesting to read, amusing to think about, hell of a lot good madeup story.

I would buy it. Honestly. Why don't you write it yourself, Sven?
You are a good writer, just write down your memoires, may write
a bestseller?

a phoeme made of your words, sven.

Sven, I think I found out where your problem is.
And I can cure it.
Cold Turkey in my basement.

thank you , kind Squirrelina.
In this revelation I shall stand corrected.

"The Memoires of Sven Dorrian Rawlins"

It would never be complete. There is so much stuff I can't remember it all- neither my mother (who knows more than my father) or the rest of my family and people I know would be able to cover everything. My mother's father from Denmark would be a great help, but he died some time around 1979 at well over a hundred years old. I was 9 years old then.

Back in the 1980's I did start something of this nature, but it only covered a couple years at most and might still be in my mother's house in Maryland, where she currently resides. There she has a room for me with some of the stuff and little things I have unintentionally collected over the decades. All factual data would have to be gathered, further researched, and organized in chronological order. I am afraid I can not do this alone.

10:30 Sunday morning 8 Dec 2002.

I am not feeling well. I am not sick, just want to be alone. My zodiac sign is Cancer ( Krebs ) and maybe that might have something to do with it.
I do believe that the times that one is born in relation to the stars and the moon may have an affect on other things as well. Look at how the moon affects the tides in the oceans- and how many types of sea life incorporate the tides in their lives. Then you may have other forms of life which depend on these sea life as well- it goes on and on.

Thank you all and thank you Squirrelina. I do appreciate you all. I shall take respite and lay down and be an introvert.

Sven, you are not too wrong. The human beeing relates to the phases
of the moon as well.
Take any women around the world, they basically are living in the 28-day rhytm (ok, most of them don't think about the moon, just of the uncomfort) but so do all little babies before they are born.
They swim in the 'ocean' by the rhytm of mums heart and the tides of
the moon...

Squirrelina - wow !! that's true! Your illustraition of the topic is of the most beutiful I have read. Beutiful description. This also reflects upon you as being a woman of outstanding quality and virtue. This world needs more women like you. I salute you. 3 salutes!

People who are the same sign as me, I have seen, sometimes tend to have the same inner flow with me, and with my sign Cancer (Krebs) that inner flow is of absolutely major significance.

I have an assistant supervisor who is a Cancer like me- we really don't have anything in common - and we have our differences- but we naturally flow like water down a stream- and we both know this very well.

I had a girlfriend last year who was Cancer and it was quite interesting. we had this inner flow that suprised her ever since we first met. At first she tried to fight it because she felt like she had no control of herself. But one evening when she finally did let herself go, and go with that inner flow- this is true---
Lightning Bolts violently lit up the sky ALL NIGHT LONG. And for that WHOLE year I have not seen so much lightning on any other day or night. Literally-
THERE WAS ACTUAL LIGHTNING IN THE SKY EXTREMELEY VIOLENT, RIPPING THE SKY APART. CONTINOUSLY- A SUSTAINED ASSAULT, THAT EVENING INTO THE LATE MORNING.

I knew also that that time period (July) was a high point in the year for Cancer.
In that same period one day we went up to a large field with windmills that covered several hills.

This field was covered with a ground hugging plant that had very small flowers. the plant grew very tightly together so I could lay down on it like a bed and be above the ground.

I layed down, looked up at the sky, and went into a self induced hypnosis.
she layed down on top of me, over my chest .

Sometimes she kissed me, sometimes she just looked at me, other times she caressed me.

I stayed in that state for over 4 hours, the longest I have ever been in that state, with her silently there with me, not saying a single word- just letting that inner flow go. Afterwords, I was a bit suprised at how long- but It did not bother her at all. Not in the slightest whatsoever.

I was her insight,

and her catharsis-

and she later told me that for the rest of her life I am this- in her own words, at least or "at a minimum" quote-unquote. She is back stateside now- a better person, because of this.

in circles of dominance emotional deeps shall unite-
Fiction and transcendence woven together.
In the essence of purity lies wisdom and strength.
For faces in this world always remain darkened.

oh dreadful angel of mine-
enrich me with the vastness of your being-

And may the Rigid Father teach me to comprehend, For I shall teach myself to understand.

If you don't understand or comprehend what I am saying don't worry about it.
Just ignore it and it will go away.

OK Sven, so you've got a huge mutant cabbage the size of a mountain that has been possessed by the devil and a vegetarian giant vampire bat consumed by evil. Who would win that one?

OK, so I'm here so far, you were born a crab on a small island on the moon and you were raised by sharks on bicycles. When you were 100 years old, your grandfather, who was a Great Dane, introduced you to a wolf who said you were a Toyota Avensis and you lay on a carpet of high-rise plants until you were hi-jacked by the Apollo 11 moon landing and brought to Earth where they trained you for the Olympics by inverting you so you couldn't speak to anyone and when you did, they hit you with a book. When someone said to you "I want to be alone", your reply was "So do I, let's be alone together". I think that's a fair summary.

By the way, I'm a Cancer too. I am heavily influenced by the moon - especially when I'm lying on a beach and the tide is coming in. I originally married a girl who was a Leo and we also had a flow. When we divorced, all my money flowed into her bank account. Now I favour Pisceans who tend to be a little less materialistic and are happy with a goldfish bowl rather than the whole damn prairie.

wow! cool !!!!

man, you've got style- stimulating to read , dizzying to comprehend.

The story of LuS1fer- and you are a Cancer too- let the flow go man!!!

I am printing that one- you just gave me something to chew on- just joking. :

LuS1fer you are in the UK- I have got dysfunctional family relatives in England some where in a middle, central part of England, and I have been trying to take vacation and go up there. I have also got a friend up there who thinks she is a vegetarian vampire bat or something- somewhere in Salisbury. I have got some phone numbers- new phone numbers because I know the phone system changed sometime ago. Addresses- I am not sure.

I have never been up there before and I might need your help or assistance if I should pursue this endevor-

I will also include Denmark (my mother's family created a town there), and Norway due to my forefathers on my mother's side.

I will keep you informed of my disposition should your knowledge in this undertaking of obvious importance.

In reply-

I assume the vegetarian vampire bat consumed by a great evil would win.

I was born a crab on a small island- people think I am from the moon, although cancer is a "moon" sign (and a water sign as well)- I also ride a motorcycle with shark decals on it. I had another shark decaled bike that while they had no hats on, this one had a yellow bear strapped to the front on the windscreen and whenever I went faster than slow, the airflow would get under the bear's butt and make it stick up straight in the air- backwards. Quite interesting to see, actually me, a crab born on the beach on the moon ( mutated genetic freak of the week) ( rocky j. squirrell on a Darth Vader bike)riding a race bike at 2 billion times through the sound barrier with a yellow bear strapped over the front with it's butt sticking up sky high facing backwards and upside down. The bear looked like some sexually contorted hood ornament on the front of the bike. My grandfather was a Great Dane- and he sure looked like one too. I don't look like 100 years old but sometimes I sure act like it. Back in the 90's I entered the inner circle of a Morbid Angel who introduced me to a wolf that sent me out to deep space nine for life where I leap the tallest buildings in a single bound under hypnosis and was recruited for the Olympics, But I inverted myself to much so they hit me with a book.

--ouch--

LET THE FLOW GO MAN- LOOK I AM TYPING IN ALL CAPS AGAIN!!!

LuS1fer- sorry to hear about that Leo being a leech on you- another good reason to stay single and not deal with the hassles of leeches. Any leech even thinks of coming near me I drop kick them to the curb. Be careful.